; i am trying. :/
Friday, May 20, 2011
; Hmm, jyeaah, you left me without a reason, yet im trying
my best to smile. Do you even know that im really hurt when
you left me? i couldnt do anything but to smile. Now, you are avoiding
me, how awesome is that? you dont even care, you care only about you. hmm.
Hmm, whatever laaa, im reaaaly trying my best to forget the past but it seems like i cant. idontknow why. you hurt me so much, you promise not to hurt me but yes, yes you did. haishh. now because of you, im scared to believe in promises or even iloveyou. im scared. pfft. you hurt me and thn now, you ignore me. greaat job sufi! hmpf. nevermind. aaand you know what, because of you, i could not setiaa, all because im hurt n i'll hurt them too. it sucks. i feel wrong. hmm, lucky hafeez is different. Although i always talk about my past n i couldnt forget bout the past, he understands me and cheer me up. i admit, he's better. but idontknow why i cant love him like i love sufi even though he's better. i guess its all because i could not trust love. But nevermind, i'll try my best to trust love and trust hafeez so that i'll love him like i love sufi. hmm. kaaay, till here. will updaate more. bubbye! ^^
