; i am trying. :/
Friday, May 20, 2011
; Hmm, jyeaah, you left me without a reason, yet im trying
my best to smile. Do you even know that im really hurt when
you left me? i couldnt do anything but to smile. Now, you are avoiding
me, how awesome is that? you dont even care, you care only about you. hmm.
Hmm, whatever laaa, im reaaaly trying my best to forget the past but it seems like i cant. idontknow why. you hurt me so much, you promise not to hurt me but yes, yes you did. haishh. now because of you, im scared to believe in promises or even iloveyou. im scared. pfft. you hurt me and thn now, you ignore me. greaat job sufi! hmpf. nevermind. aaand you know what, because of you, i could not setiaa, all because im hurt n i'll hurt them too. it sucks. i feel wrong. hmm, lucky hafeez is different. Although i always talk about my past n i couldnt forget bout the past, he understands me and cheer me up. i admit, he's better. but idontknow why i cant love him like i love sufi even though he's better. i guess its all because i could not trust love. But nevermind, i'll try my best to trust love and trust hafeez so that i'll love him like i love sufi. hmm. kaaay, till here. will updaate more. bubbye! ^^
mendaak tothemax! ~
Thursday, May 12, 2011
Oh yeaaaah, everything becomes magical if i believe. <3
Holaaa! hmm, i haad fun with my babyg's just now. weee ~ heh. we went ecp, slaaack n camwhore. hahah! cool. take alot of pics but i cant find my camera USB uhr. haaah. kecoh. hmm. tmrw i find uhr. lazyy liaao. heh. we all keep laughing like hell. haaah. tmrw last day of exaam? weeee ~ syiok ahh. hahha! lazy oi. but later must go school. pfft. nvm2. got post activities to do. fun siket thn studying. heheh. i miss my babyboo? haishh. skrg, we often meet luhr. he always go bck late seyh. hmm. thn sat n sun only he free. i sat n sun always go out. tskk. ~ kecoh uhr. hmm, i no topic uhkaay? haaah. tmrw night going ubi. thn i'll not be updating my blog, soo, taakecaare peeps. ^^
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
; Sometime, id just wish you knew how much i love you.
i smile everyday because of you baby boo. heeeeh. i dont what
my life would be without you. hmm, comfirm boring eyh? haah.
Okaaay, im bored, so i'll update my blog alright? heeh. my life? cool. went eating yesterday with mama n ayh. heeeh. had fun. thn smlm after exam, i went to yishun untok makan. waah, kimaak. smue stare satu mcm siaa. my friend says they stare at me like one kind when i didnt even cari psl or stare them. wtf? geraaam oi. i know laa i pretty sgt, u all jealous. but no need to stare at me like that uhkaay? haah. prasan lawa jek erra. hahah! hmm. wah, abey msg boyf aku siol. klaw benci aku, msg aku uhr. ahsal nk kene msg mataey aku? mcm siaak. zaman bile? pfft. thn just now meet my boyf. rindu sgt2. gy yishun lgi coz he skuls at yishun beyh tgh dudok pat tmpt mkn, pmpn tgok mataey aku senyum2. babi. gatal? aku cocok mate kaw nak? -.-" beyh ade org stare lagi. mcm sial uhr. hmpf. oi minaah2 yg taakde life. get a life please? zaman bile mawu gado2? maalaas uhr, taakde time uhkaay. so fcuk of kaay bitch! kaay laa. till here. will update more okaay? bubbye! ^^
Monday, May 9, 2011
Saaaye syg yg bernaame haafeez. got problem with that? if
you have thn, fuck urself okaay? i lazy uhr want entertaain. heh.
Heeeyy yo humaaans! veryyy long i nvr updaate uhr? soo long. sorry uhr. i online everydaaay but i laaazy want updaate log. heh'heh. hmm, so? i've got so many things to talk but im lazy to type uhr. heh. as you can see up there. its my boyf! weee ~ . the pic is on the day he went out with me and my family. haad soo much fun jln2 n mamam pizza. heeh. my mum luhr, tibe2 ask hafeez follow. haaah. sumpaaah, hafeez face maalu. heeh. hmm. mothers day? i belikn my mum raantaai n flower.. heheh. cintaaaa my mum sgt2 . no one can replaace her la seyh. hmm. kaay laaa. dunno whaat to tell uhr. will updaate mmore. tmrw maths paper 2. shit! gonna die. no offence but aku tawu aku akn fail. benci! hmpf. kaay la bye! gd luck for all your papers peeps! ^^
